NYCA1 Disciples

Really enjoyed the CG dinner time with my CG last night. Though the pessimistic me didn't feel that it started out that well with my CG separated at 3 different tables initially, I think the subsequent time which we had together chatting, doing stupid things and typing the encouragement blog entry for Cat was simply enjoyable, fun and meaningful too. :)

The link to our CG blog is below if you wanna know:

http://nyca1disciples.wordpress.com

The past week was truly one of the toughest week that I ever came across with loads of stress, pressure, heaps of work to complete, expectations to keep up to (not doing this for myself if you understand what I mean), responsibilities to fulfill and a bag of tiredness that I'm dragging around with me. The sleep last night really helped a lot and so did the time spent with CG last night! ^^ But of course it means it is time to 'chiong' again with God. 休息是为了走跟长远的路!

To my sheep: Really sorry if I haven't met you the past week or the meet up seems rather irregular. There are things that I'm still trying to manage better myself.

To my leaders: Sorry if the attitudes that I display haven't been the best at times. I really want to support you (That is what I want!) but ahhh... emotions do get on the rise with many other things I have in mind and pressures are on the rise (I have a new threshold now but I still can get stressed!). Not the most optimistic of people either...

To my CG: Sorry if I haven't been able to make ample time for you to listen to your stories or forget things about you and haven't been having you on my mind. I ask for God to grow me in my single-mindedness, with a heart that's less divided. Hope to seek your understanding too that I am a work-in-progress too. :)

Off to do my work now! And going for water baptism later! ^^